It sucks that you used to like me and I didn't...
Just need to bitch a little more.
First of all, don’t read this if you don’t wanna read about a huge pity party I am currently attending. So today I didn’t talk to the kid. I sat down in the middle of the class and he sat right next to me! So I for sure thought today was it, but then his friend walked in and sat next to him. I hate when a guy is with his friend, it makes him so unapproachable in my opinion. I...
Something is missing.
I am going to try my hardest to talk to the boy in my class tomorrow. I need change.
I'm so mad at you.
iseeyouupsidedown: I’m always so fucking mad at you.
I don't want someone to just hook up with.
Because my heart always gets the best of me and makes me have actual feelings for the dude. I’ve only ever really had two “hook up friends”, but look what happened there; total mess.
Fuck being single.
Two and a half years is fucking long enough. I thought I was okay with it, and I actually was for a long time. But now that Valentine’s day is coming up, I just feel more and more alone. I just wish I knew why I am so unappealing to guys. I thought I was pretty and nice and smart. So why does no one else see that? I just want some guy to really like me :(