March 2011
You know what's sad?
I honestly don’t remember the last time a guy told me I’m pretty, cute, beautiful. That’s such a depressing thought.
I find it so weird that listening to one old song brings back all the memories as if they all happened yesterday. It’s really hard to listen when the song reminds me of such a dark time of my life, yet it reminds me how strong I’ve become.
behindherlaugh:
I don’t even cry anymore. Goodbye feelings piece by piece.
I hate being wrong.
But this time I need to accept it and learn from it. I need to grow up and move on. Enough being sad over stupid boys who honestly mean nothing to me. Deleting the number, hiding you from Facebook, getting over my slight hope of what could have happened.
Goodnight… :/
Bleh.
I feel so sick. I kinda wanna curl up in a ball and die.
I like you I like you I like you.
I need to STOP liking you :/
Don't make mistakes...
Hahaha
Why would you lie?
…
Perfect day.
I love being happy :)
I realized tonight that
I complain way too much. I’m done being such a negative nancy. Happy Hillary time!
Perfect.
Well, almost.
Highschool.
The difference:
When a girl starts as a freshman, there is a surplus amount of guys for everyone. That slowly changes as the girl grows older. And eventually, there are absolutely no guys to choose from their senior year.
When a guy starts as a freshman, not even the freshman girls want them. That slowly changes as a guy grows older. And eventually, as a senior, they have all the underclassmen...
Am I the only person who's ready for high school...
Fuck, I’m really sick of everything and everyone. I would love to just move on now.
I was looking at pictures from last year around...
And I forgot how much fun I had constantly. I now remember how many good memories came out of it all. It’s sad to think that so much has changed. Volleyball, spring break, after the AP test, summer. Every single memory I have is a good one. I hope I will start to make more good ones asap.
I need to get it through my head.
That I’m just not good enough for most guys nowadays. I get my hopes so high, thinking that I actually have a really good chance with them and then things just get messed up. It really makes me depressed. I don’t know why I stress about it so much lately but it’s all I think about… I’m not pretty enough or funny enough for them. Bummer.
Just a lot of misunderstanding.
If someone would just straight up talk to my face about their problems with me, I’d be a much happier person.
I’m worried about you…
It's funny
alwaysfalling:
You actually think people care what you say. Think again bitch.
Oh.
And drugs are disgusting. I have lost so much more respect for you now that I’ve found out.
Headache today.
Yet I’m really happy with my life.
You're changing.
And I think it’s time for me to distance myself from you.
I'm ready.
For college to start. I was looking at all the classes I can take and it looks so perfect for me. Accounting classes and painting classes, I’ll actually enjoy going to school. Is it weird I just want summer to end quickly so I can start my new life?
About to lose it.
I think I'm in love.
Hahahaha damn hard to believe anyone could be so gorgeous. Too bad I wouldn’t be good enough for you. I’ve gotten used to rejection.
Frustrated.
But I don’t regret my comment at all :)
I know it's crazy.
But I really hope you text me.
As much as I complain about my life,
I’ll have to admit I have it so good compared to some people. I absolutely hate the shit some kids have to go through in their lives. Yesterday I was driving on 4th street to get to the CalNeva to take pictures and I saw a little girl who must have been only 12 walking with her scum bag mom who looked like she had been on something. It was heartbreaking, I started questioning where the girl...
What else am I supposed to think
sarahhm:
When everyone around me tells me how chubby I am, or how much weight I need to lose. I try and be happy with what I look like, because I don’t look bad, but it’s hard. Really, really hard. I just wish I could have the motivation to not eat or to workout like crazy, but I don’t and because of that I’m stuck feeling this way.
You aren’t fat sar, you are perfectly gorgeous just the...
I wish I could be happy.
I miss that feeling I had 3 weeks ago when I felt unstoppable. Now I feel meek and helpless with nowhere to turn.
Some people tend to be over dramatic.
I don’t know why it bugs me so much. Maybe I’m just irritable right now.
Siiiigh.
Kinda ready for some new.
I'm perfectly content.
My night went from shitty to amazing.
Easily one of the best nights. It seems like all my best nights are spent with those kids. It’s weird how certain groups of people make me so happy. I won’t ponder it, I’ll just hope they continue to be such good friends with me.
Wow. Disappointed.
I've never been so frustrated in my life.
Next person that pisses me off should expect a punch in the face.
No no no.
Stop this :(
STOP BRAGGING
It's been a nice day off.
I don’t want to go to work tomorrow tho :(
Boo.
Life needs to get fun again.
I hate when I'm not texting people.
It makes me feel so lonely… :(
You are a piece of shit.
You lie consistently and think no one is catching on. You brag more than anyone I know. You’re a bad person. You cheat, steal, and bullshit your way through life. I just hope you realize this…. Man I’ve been needing to get that off my chest. I still hate you :(
Deleted.
I’m sad. But it was necessary. I’m done with you holding a conversation for 5 minutes and then abruptly ending it. Goodbye fucker.
